seriously.. not even funny.

I am in the worst mood ever, and its weird cause I never really get like this. Yeah so school was goood and everything, but track sucked.

Yeah, I ran the 400 like always, and I had second like the whole time but I completely lost it at the end, and got 4th. :( But I got my new best time? Whatever I dont even care, I shoulda had second. Fuck.

So I'm incredibly mad at myself, and some other people. And this sucks, you'd think I'd know better by now.. seriously, what is wrong with me?

Mmm, so I'm gonna chill with like marisa and grace or something tonight and get my mind off stuff. Bye